Tests are over, but it's not fully done yet.

my common tests for this semester term is done and over with it! :)
But...

there's one big preparation coming up!!!
mind-boggling, stressful and a big money-eater!
Hint Hint!!!

what comes to your mind when you see a table like this?

Very nice right?? so pink.. this pink, that pink. ohmeegosh~! 

Preparation for My 20th Birthday celebration :)

How I wish it could be like the picture above, so so so pink!

that would be great!

But what I have in my mind is PARTAYYING~!

REAL PARTYING IN CLUB!!! woooo~

choosing between Butter Factory or Phuture at Zouk.

my friend is a VIP and regular at both clubs so he might have good deals.

Currently waiting for his reply to me. Hopefully I can bring in as many people as possible

and still bargain a good deal. Budget is: $400 maximum.

Koie was asking me to book a villa instead, like Sentosa or some hotels and stuffs.

But I think that not everyone is able to stayover and chillax, so maybe just a get together

and some booze and music and hard rock partying would be just nice. ^^

I'm so excited for that very day. and just nice my birthday falls on a Saturday! yeah~

So, which should I choose eh? :)

THE BUTTER FACTORY

Cool, cute & happening!

My top of the list favorite club to dance the night away!

The murals on the wall is suitable for young people like me ^.^ (buay paiseh!)

And their music there is superb!

And free flow of housepours from 9pm-11pm if i'm not wrong.

Housepours! Freeflow some more!

What more can you ask for????!!! :)

get high whilst the night is young and dance till the morning comes, people!

PHUTURE

Not much to say about this club, but it's a club that

can make you dance and dance like mad. haha!

music is good and long island tea there is great!

just some overdue pictures..

White see-through cotton 'mesh-like' mini dress with big pocket.

Grey vintage belt.

Grey cotton socks.

Pink 'MiuMiu' lookalike w/crystals embellished platforms.

Longchamp limited edt 'IT BAG'.

Red vintage Coach sling bag.

White see-through cotton 'mesh-like' mini dress with big pocket.

Orange vintage Mango see through shirt(to be worn as jacket).

Red vintage Coach sling bag.

White see-through cotton 'mesh-like' mini dress with big pocket.

Orange vintage Mango see through shirt(to be worn as jacket).

Grey cotton socks.

Purple metallic oxford shoes.

Wing-tip eye >.<

Brown 'Hurricane' Contact lens

See-through long sleeve polka dotted button shirt.

Camel colour mini shorts from Rosebullet(a famous brand from Japan, featured in ViVi mag!)

Polka dotted translucent knee highs.

Red Dr.Martens lookalike(99.9999% lookalike! ^^)

Mummy & I! :)

on me:

Red bowler hat(my top fav!!!)

Black tank top.

Polka dotted maxi skirt.

Red bowler hat(my top fav!!!)

Black tank top.

Polka dotted maxi skirt.

Black spaghetti strap top.

Black racerback mini dress w/zip infront.

Rayban sunnies.

Pictures below are edited using iDarkRoom App from from iTouch :)

I love it so so so so so so much!!!

esp. the hearts bokeh ^^

 only USD$0.99!!!!!!

MUST BUY LA!!!

Leopard printed glasses from Rosebullet( free with every S$200 spent, if i'm not wrong :))

Flower bokeh. damn pretty right?? :)

I'm glad I made that purchase hees!!

Daddy.

Tomorrow's Father's Day.
For the past 8 years, if I'm not wrong, I never celebrate Father's Day.
Some personal reasons, Daddy isn't staying with us for these past years.
Never heard anything from him or about him until recently.

My aunt saw him at a Home for those with Alzheimer Disease.
Alzheimer Disease occurs mostly to aged people and it causes them to
lose memory or age backwards or both.
Unfortunately, Daddy has both.
He doesn't recognize or remember anyone and he acts like a child, carrying children
books everywhere.

So far, only Mummy, Grandma and Grandpa has gone to visit him.
I heard all this stuffs from Mummy.
Till now, I haven't gone to visit him as I'm busy with school and work.
I really want to go visit him but each time I'll ask myself: "Are you ready?"

To suddenly receive this kind of news that your once healthy, doting Daddy
has Alzheimer Disease and has completely forgotten you and those times you'll
have spent together before.
To know that you'll never be in his memory ever again.
To know that he'll treat you as a stranger when you go to visit him.
To know that he'll never be your Daddy anymore.
To know that you can never get a response even if you look at him and call him Daddy.

When I heard the news that my Daddy is found, I was very happy.
But when the answer is that he has Alzheimer Disease and forgotten almost everything,
it's like a sharp knife stabbing into me so many times.
Why would a healthy man become like this? Why???



Message to my Dearest Daddy:

Daddy,

I know you won't be able to see this message.
But I just want you to know that you'll always be my precious and
one and only Daddy. No one can replace that place in my heart.
Thank you for the times where you took time off from your busy schedule to
drive me around shopping, exploring this little sunny island. :)
Even though I always ask you to bring me to the same place, the pet
shop at United Square, you will never get bored and won't say no.
Thank you for buying me whatever things I want.
Thank you for doting on me the most out of all your 4 daughters.
Thank you for giving me part of your genes that lots of people thought i'm Eurasian. :)
Thank you for leaving such fond and happy memories in my mind.
Thank you for always taking pictures with me and this family.
Thank you for printing out those photos and writing little notes behind each
piece of picture, those precious words.
Thank you for bringing me to this world.
Thank you for being my Daddy.
I will always love you even if you don't recognize me
or don't have any memories of me being your daughter.
Sometimes I tell myself that you're a bad person for leaving us,
but deep down in my heart all these words aren't permanent.
What's permanent is that You are still my Daddy no matter what.

Loving you always,
Your Baby Girl, Demi.

This song is dedicated to you Daddy...

Words I Couldn't Say

*Finished writing this post at 11:11pm, missing & thinking of my Daddy.*

TGIF!

Thank God It's Friday & it's a holiday for me too! :)

Preparing my stuffs to go stayover at Baby's place then tomorrow
we'll be leaving house together, chill out at some cafe, maybe Heaven's Loft :)
About 7.30pm we'll go seperate ways, he meet his friends, and I meet mine.
TGFS too! Thank God for Saturday too~

Blast it!!!!

Just some ordinary prints / Collages.

16 June 2011

Short talk about my day today. 

Went to office to get my pay cheque,

accompanied mommy to her interview at Isetan Orchard Mango &

Club21 @ Como House. (what a unique name eh.. haha!)

Thereafter, we had lunch at Food Republic Teppanyaki.

Walked around then met 2nd sis and her bf at Far East Plaza for dinner.

Went to level 5 and had Cze Char. Cheap and nice!!! :)

What I wore today:

Red Bowler Hat, Blank tank top from Cotton On, Polka dot maxi skirt from OhSoFickle!,

Ribbon bow jelly slippers from Steven by Steve Madden

& Heart lock necklace from Tiffany & Co(gifted from Baby).

Okay. Shall let the pictures do the talking.

Been very lethargic today, maybe lack of vitamins. Time to stock up!

♥ 

*once again, please ignore the bedsheet cover..gosh! =.='''*

I super duper hate my clear contact lens!

Make me look so 'cork-eyed'! :(

And also it makes me look so tired! damn!

I've learnt my lesson now.

I got no idea how come there is those purple lines appearing on my photo.. lol

Camera problem?

or lighting? hmm...

Shall end my post with the photo of the day (the picture which makes my day!) :

Tomorrow shall be Dress-Up Day & Collect-My-Pay-Day & Window-Shopping Day.

One thing I'll be definitely wearing tomorrow, my Red Bowler Hat. ♥

Up for changes.

Last Saturday, went out with Mummy to Far East Plaza and then to *Scape.
Bought a bag from LookBook Co. A new addition to FEP, nice concept and great apparels!
Kind of hidden inside, but i'm sure it can never be missed with their neon glowing signboard! :)
they have a concept similar to The Editor's Market.

In case you don't know what's The Editor's Market, they're a wholesale shop whom first
established their spot in the fashion market at Cineleisure level 3.
thereafter, they expanded to their recent newly opened store at Orchard Central Level 4.
However, the Orchard Central outlet carries a completely different range of stuffs.
Bags, Clothes and accessories not forgetting tho.
Cineleisure's outlet has more affordable range of clothes and bags and accessories.
On the other hand, Orchard Central outlet is a more high-end concept, thus pricing
would be higher, much higher!

A peek into the bag Mummy dearest bought for me:

I LOVE COLORBLOCKS!!!!!! :)

Only S$39! wooo~

On to the next thing I bought: Charlie Chaplin Hat.

Known to me as Bowler Hat, my friend HungChun told me it's Charlie Chaplin's Hat.

I didn't even know that Charlie's hat looks like that.. OMG! lol...

So, this is Charlie Chaplin with his hat:

I seriously find his mustache very irritating but cute tho. :)

And this is me with my 'Charlie Chaplin' hat ^^:

*ignore the bed sheet cover please!! gosh!!!!*

I had a really hard time choosing between black or red color, so in the end, I chose red!

Red is a more fun, hyper and happy color, right? ^^

And guess how much I bought it??? *smiling to myself so happily like crazy now!!*

$15!!!!!!! Far East Plaza selling at $20-$22 okay. :)

Normally, I would choose black cos it's easier to match.

But for a change, I chose red. And i'm glad I did!

Current Ear Candy:

The Golden Age - The Asteroids Galaxy

20th Birthday

8 weeks left till my 20th birthday.
Shit! I suddenly feel so old, tho I can't wait to become 21 year old :)

Today I discussed with mummy where to celebrate my birthday at.
With family, I choose Hard Rock Cafe at near Forum, not RWS.
With friends & bf, maybe go drinking & clubbing. :)
With just bf alone, go for romantic dinner! heh heh heh..

Finally I get to rest.

Today marks the end of my Year 3 Semester 1 Term 1. :)
Yay!!!!
Gonna have 2 weeks study break (1 week for slacking/sleeping/shopping!! & 1 week to study)..
Followed by 2 weeks of common tests. However, I'll be having 2 papers only,
on 27 June and 29 June. ikr, how great, just 2 papers.
but this means hell for me at the upcoming exams. Less CT, more exams. fml.


I'm gonna have a packed week coming up.
gathering with poly classmates this coming Sunday.. Still deciding on whether to
go drinking/prata/ktv or cafe.
hard to make decision as some of them got attachment the next day,
so if we go drinking, they might get hangover and end up late for work. lol

another upcoming facebook event i was invited to is Kate's(my ex jap supervisor at rosebullet)
farewell night. she'll be going off and back to hk/japan and won't be coming back for long. :'(
but next day (27 June) I'll be having a test at 11am. sadded!
I'll miss her so so so much!










tomorrow I'll be going for blogger KayKay blogshop sale at FEP TheBlogShop.
all previous collection clothes will be on sale for S$15!!! O.M.G RIGHT! :)
gonna be wearing my fav Rosebullet shorts, floral bra, mustard color basic top from Topshop
&&& my top most loved shoe, MiuMiu look-alike platforms ^^
and i'm also gonna collect my red bowler hat from a blogshop who will be at *scape flea tmr! :)
places like bugis is selling it at S$20 and FEP selling at S$19.90..but they're selling it at only S$16!
wooots!!! so why miss this chance man!? :) go get it!!!







tomorrow supposingly should go get my pay cheque from Nikki but unfortunately office
is closed on sat and sun. :(
So earliest I can go collect is monday. and bank in, can get only around tuesday. shit!
But nvm, I have time now :) *laughs like mad*
After getting the money, I'm gonna cut my hair and dye/highlight red... yippeeee~!
*jumps around crazily*!!!

my Uniqlo collection, till to date.

I'm starting to love Uniqlo so much!

Comfortable clothings at a affordable price and this brand comes from Japan!

what more can you expect for? :)

my latest addition into my wardrobe soon-to-be-stocked-up-with-Uniqlo-clothes :)

Uniqlo BARBIE UT!!!!!! 12345678912xLoves!!!

I've been waiting for this t-shirt for damn long!

and the 2nd day from which it reached Singapore stores,

I immediately rushed down to Causeway Point outlet and grabbed one w/o further thoughts :)

Furthermore, it comes with a free keychain!!!!!!!!! omgawddd~~!

pretty right?? :) So happy! S$24.90. all worth it!

I bought this Vintage Minnie Mouse UT on the 3rd day of Uniqlo's Causeway Point

opening. it only costs me S$9.90!!!! woahhh!!! :)

so cute, isn't it? 

And this set, Basic orange tank top(super comfy!) and Chino pants(damn bloody comfy!!).

S$9.90 and S$19.90.

The chinos was selling for like S$39.90 and during every new store opening

they'll have sales for selected stuffs and lucky enough, my chinos was on sale!

lucky me. :)

I'm starting to love Celine.

Céline

 

I first came to know about this brand Céline earlier this month. 

ikr, I'm very slow. hahaha..

I really like their bags and shoes alot! like really ALOT!

their bags have a very simple design and it's spacious.

but disadvantage of their classic tote is that the material is quite

thin, so practical wise, I don't really think it's good for putting much stuffs.

Looks wise, NICE!!! :)

And for their shoes, somewhat a little classy with a strong touch of creativity.

1st picture of the shoes: geometric shapes and vivid prints. i like!

2nd picture: heels are unique. I also like!!

3rd picture: two-toned boots.. great color scheme and unique. i love!!! :)

Conclusion, Céline is love!

June.

Things I've gotta spend on in JUNE:

1) Baby Lenel's birthday gift.

2) Dye my hair red highlights and cut bangs(side).

3) Tidbit.. lots of it! cause common test are around the corner :(

4) GSS!!!! best time of the year yo!

So many shows, So little time.

So far movies that I've downloaded from Funshion:

-Burlesque HD
-Van Helsing HD
-Beastly
-Drive Angry HD
-The Tattooist HD
-Kung Fu Panda HD
-Despicable Me HD
-Red Riding Hood HD



and I have only managed to watch half of Van Helsing together with baby..
as for the rest, no time :(

I'm a busy girl.
Busy with school, busy with work, busy with family, busy with bf :)
Aiya.. why must life be so busy??
started school at 8am, Ended school at 4pm today, ate lunch with classmates at gecko then rushed home
to put my bag and stuffs and rushed out again to fetch Lenel from school.
TIRED AR!!!!
Next week last week of semester 1, then 2 weeks study break then common test.
most likely 2-3 common tests only. but this ain't good news yo!
this means exams there's more modules. :( SAD!