problems makes up life.

today i cried uncontrollably again.
i can never control my tears.. & that's really bad.
okay, basically, it's because of yet another problem which led to a quarrel.
and i'm fully at fault this time.
i realize my mistake. :(
i shouldn't have left baby at one side and care about watching my own
taiwan drama series.
i made baby feel so bored, & made him play uno stacko alone, & made him
feel like today in this world, there is nothing he can do.
feeling so alone.. i shouldn't have done that.
i didn't realize that he was so bored.until we talked over at dinner..
all i could say was sorry. i felt so helpless.
and all i could do was cry cry & cry.
i told myself umpteen times, never to let tears downs again.
but outcome, i still dropped tears, and not just a little, but alot.
it was really uncontrollable.
i guess all this quarrels came about btw us is because of our character
difference. i'm happy go lucky; & baby's serious type.
aiyah..what to do what to do lehs? life still goes on for us.
i cried and covered my ears at the same time.
afraid that baby would say the two words: "fen shou" or "break up".
crazy lah me...
even though all is alright now, but i really owe baby a big SORRY
& a Big THANK YOU... && owe him much much more!